Monday, January 26, 2009

Why Saikat

Losing faith in god...got the news yesterday that saikat is diagnosed with a tumour in spine. Things look hopeless ...in his own words he is thinking this is bad dream from which someone will come and wake him up.Why why why ? Why Saikat. Has he not enough on his plate?Managing a paralytic father last 20 years and assuming all responsibilities of the family with a smile and a shrug. What more does he have to endure. I dont believe that testing him continuously for so long will make him stronger. He is strong enuff and he does not need this. Feel so helpless...all the old thoughts, fears and feelings I went thru last year are coming back....please god do something...what can I do, how can I help him ?